Though we have not done much other then meet and prepare, there is no doubt that while positions are stationary and movement has not yet been made, our nerves are yelling in the static. At least mine are.
As the anxiety of the trip builds up, i mean anxiety in that i go to sleep and think about what it is going to be like never quite satisfied with my prediction, i go in rounds repeating the thought over and over again, counting down the days. But, if i were the type to be satisfied with imagination and assumption, i would probably never be going on this trip. Maybe the fun will be in how wrong our expectations are. Maybe it will be in letting go and learning to forgive the unknown. Or it may be saving the effort of thought and using it instead to propel a willingness to engage with and construct a perception. One that of coarse should be rooted in understanding rather then a paranoid, defensive, ego-induced establishing.
So thats my pre-trip digest [ who am i kidding? i needed a vent].
I hope we can all enter with modesty, and give the experience permission to avail.
-Mona K
I'm very excited for you all!! Remember to pack and use your open hearts and minds, your creative and critical minds, generous spirits, let others be generous towards you, check your values, egos and assumptions, have a sense of humor, patience, listen to your body, drink lots of water, don't over-work, take care of each other, listen, remember your manners, and respect your elders, be warm and kind, and have fun!!!
ReplyDeleteMr Clifford (Senegal 07-08)